Seeking The Lord
I've had some thoughts on my mind about seeking the Lord. And with this thought of seeking the Lord, we can include things like seeking the truth or searching the Scriptures. My mind keeps going back to right before I was born again and thought I was saved. I started really questioning why my life was at the place it was and if there could be hope for me. If you'd like to read my full testimony you can find it here but to get straight to the point, I had come to a place in my life where I was questioning if I was truly saved then why didn't I have the power to overcome my sinful behavior. I was praying prayers like "God, have you hardened my heart like Pharoah? Are you going to pour out your wrath on me and use me as an example?". And while part of me reasoned if that was God's plan for me, at least I am part of His plan, a huge part of me wasn't ready to accept "screw up" as my fate. I reached out in a local parenting group o...